Merry Christmas i feel tangled.

I have so many feelings latley, i never thought the past would come back and grab me by the heart and tell me things i never knew and never thought could be true. This sure is going to be a battle. I feel numb and bare.

Friends

Me and my girl Arielle get bored since there is only so much you can do in the suburbs of new jersey, so this often leads to countless photoshoots in the park by her house. I loved the fur coat she had, besides the fact that it was a real animal :(, but she still looked cauuute!

Speeding

yes.

November, November

I cant believe how fast this year is going, its already the end of november. This year this holiday season feels good and bad at the same time. I usually hate holidays, but i like the feel of this one. All i want to do is stay inside baking sweets with warmness and slippers on. I've finally revealed my cooking side that i had with me this whole time but was too lazy to show. Mom is letting me be in charge of thanksgiving dinner for the most part. ( which i cant wait for). Im loving to cook lately. I like this winterness. Its already making up for last years holiday disaster. I even put up the tree before thanksgivng..... eager?

Oh and this is what makes me so happy, and its on almost everyy NIGHT

Just red lips

The act of being bored on a sunday

I could dieeee

For all of these, why arent i rolling in dough? Or more like why cant i just get free stuff for being a young woman?

seriously though...

Halloween Sucked

Ugh i was so dissapointed in halloween this year. every year just gets worse and worse. I didnt even dress up nor did anything other than sit on my ass and be a complete couch potatoe. I watched horror movies all day and stuffed my face. We had like 3 trick or treaters, which is just pathetic. I dont know what happened to halloween over the years but its really depressing how it is dissapearing. The most i did was take a picture of my sister and her bf. She was the best lady gaga if i do say so myself. And he was along the lines of a "scene boy." but i just like to say he was Pete Wentz but worse.....if thats even possible.

Leather please

this all needs to be in my closet

want

I want this to be mine.

bones.

Less is more

Photoshoot today out of pure rainy bordom.